INTEGRATED TRAUMA

Psychotherapy

Trauma leaves an imprint on the whole self. Like chipped pottery, it can leave us feeling 'broken,’ isolated and inadequate. In our attempts to cope with the aftermath we can become further disconnected from our bodies, our emotions and our true nature. Recovering from trauma is similar to the Japanese art of Kintsukuroi - a tradition of repairing broken objects with gold. The philosophy behind Kintsukuroi is one that honors the beauty of imperfection.

Not only is there no attempt to hide the damage. Instead, the repair is illuminated with precious metal. 

Similarly, with healing work the goal is never to get rid of parts of ourselves (even the parts we might wish didn't exist). Instead, it is about working to understand, accept and love ALL parts of who we are.

In honoring our scars, all parts become valuable to our story and remind us of the power of the human spirit, and its will to triumph over trauma.

Integrative trauma therapy considers an individual’s physical, psychological and spiritual health in a unified way. These sessions are dynamic explorations aimed at reestablishing the ground of being, which is safety in the body. When we feel truly safe we are free to be wholly ourselves.

In collaboration with nature, I will support you in reclaiming self trust and finding beauty in the art of repair.

  • Let go of people-pleasing and over-functioning by establishing healthy boundaries and prioritizing your own needs and desires.

  • Manage anxiety and overwhelm by establishing a well regulated nervous system.

  • Go from feeling small and silent to speaking your empowered truths and living a more purposeful life.

  • Get support navigating grief, depression and illness, so that you can feel more vital and alive.

  • Release shame and regret and settle into your inherent worth, beauty and power.

  • Shift away from numbing and avoiding pain to develop mindfulness and healthy coping skills.

Integrated Trauma Therapy can help you…

My Therapeutic Tools

  • Internal Family Systems (IFS) is a model of psychotherapy founded by Dr. Richard Schwartz. IFS views the individual as having a multiplicity of selves aka “parts,” and that underlying them is a person's core or true Self.

    Trauma can lead wounded parts of us to become exiled, overprotective, or suppressing, causing us to feel stuck and disconnected from our authentic Self. IFS works to unburden our wounded parts and reestablish healthy communication with the Self, so that we can return to a state of health and wholeness.

  • Trauma-informed yoga + meditation recognizes the impact that trauma and stress have on the entire mind-body system and helps to restore balance and regulate the nervous system. You will be invited to:

    ◈ Connect with your body in the present moment and learn to appreciate body wisdom

    ◈ Listen to your body sensations, referring to your innate guidance system (intuition), and practicing movements/poses that feel supportive for you

    ◈ Notice what feels good in your body and where you tend to hold/store tension and stress

    ◈ Notice emotions and thoughts as they come and go

    ◈ Release shame/self-judgment and "black and white" thinking by experimenting with curiosity and compassion

    ◈ Exercise your voice and make empowered choices about what to do with your body in each moment

    ◈ Create safety for yourself and others by re-establishing a sense of connection to your body and Earth using grounding techniques

    ◈ Become anchored in the breath as a vehicle to present moment awareness.

  • Somatic Art Therapy blends movement, body awareness and mindfulness with the creative process as a way of externalizing and healing pain and illness in the body.

    Art therapy differs from fine art in that it’s not concerned with technical skills or techniques. Rather the focus is on enabling people to communicate their inner world through artwork. Media provided in these session can include

    ◈ Painting/drawing to music

    ◈ Free form movement

    ◈ Mandalas

    ◈ Sculpting with clay

    ◈ Assemblage

    ◈ Collage

  • Polyvagal Theory was developed by Dr. Stephen Porges and posits that trauma symptoms are biologically based and somatically experienced. Polyvagal Theory focuses on what is happening in the body and the nervous system, and helps trauma survivors reorient to safety by developing the following tools:

    ◈ Self Compassion

    ◈ Somatic Awareness

    ◈ Attentional Control

  • Shadow work is a concept developed by Carl Jung, the famous Swiss psychologist. It refers to the process of exploring your “shadow self” — the parts of our personalities that we don’t consciously accept or recognize i.e. aspects such as insecurity, greed, anger or jealousy etc. Jung believed that to become whole, we must acknowledge and accept our shadow. This process of facing your dark side is known as “shadow work.”

    Many trauma survivors struggle with sleep disturbances including night terrors, insomnia and poor sleep hygiene. Dream work is about learning to attune to subconscious experiences. We can then begin to gain agency in moments of emotional flooding or overwhelm, and start to calm the mind-body system.

    In dreamwork sessions I work with clients to embody, examine, and understand profound emotional states that are not available to us in our waking life. Discussions can include sleep habits, the architecture of dreams, archetypal/karmic patterns, dream yoga, symbolism, active imagination or mapping dream elements to reveal hidden meaning.

  • The “flow state” was first coined by Hungarian psychologist and co-founder of Positive Psycholology, Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi. Positive Psychology represents a paradigm shift in the field of psychology with its primary focus being resilience, creativity, strengths, mindfulness and the mechanisms by which humans thrive.

    Flow states are optimized states of consciousness where we feel and perform our best due to total absorption in an activity. Flow, often referred to as “the zone” describes a blissful states of rapt attention, where one feels effortlessly propelled through an activity. Flow is the deepest form of focus and attention that we know of, where action and awareness merge, time warps and we transcend the limits of self-consciousness.

    Incorporating Flow Theory in therapy is about developing self literacy aimed at learning how to find your sweet spots and get into the zone with ease. Discussion and homework is designed to help you reclaim your time, energy and attention so that you can channel your motivation, use your time wisely, and execute the millions of tiny movements that lead to a dream made real.

  • Ketamine-Assisted Psychotherapy (KAP) is a holistic modality in which ketamine is used as a complement to psychotherapy to help people experience more frequent breakthroughs and sustained improvement in symptoms.

    Integration is the process of actively reflecting on the material that emerged in altered states of consciousness. For some, alternate states of consciousness can be deeply meaningful—and sometimes challenging. Integration is designed to connect you with the feelings, sensations, thoughts, images, and spiritual experiences you’ve had, and discover how they relate to you in the present. In these sessions I help you bridge your transformative experiences with new ways of perceiving, thinking and being. Common goals of these sessions can include:

    ◈ Behavior change

    ◈ Relationship balance and emotional release

    ◈ The revision of values and the reimagining of worldviews.escription

  • John Bowlby, Mary Ainsworth and Harry Harlow pioneered the science behind attachment theory. They theorized that what happens in infancy between caregivers and babies has an impact on the mental and social development of children that affects a persons's whole life trajectory.

    If we compare the human nervous system to a computer, then the attachment instinct is the built in hard drive; everyone has it. The way your caregivers handle your attachment needs is the software that gets installed on your hard drive. Not all programs function the same way. Some software programs install secure-loving connection, some install disconnected-avoidance, some install intrusive or unpredictable ambivalence, and some have viruses and a mix of erratic, disorganized responses.

    Earning secure attachment is like re-writing the code in our software program. You can't simply delete the software, but you can eliminate any viruses and you can change the way it works and add new code to adjust its function.

IN-PERSON & REMOTE 1:1 TRAUMA THERAPY

Our Journey


EXPLORE

Trauma disconnects us from ourselves, others, and the world around us. Through curious and compassionate exploration, we will get to know your inner landscape (thoughts, emotions, sensations etc.) and discover what’s keeping you stuck. By exploring both internal and external resources, we will gradually begin to map and expand your inner reservoir of safety, ease, and confidence.

EXPRESS

Together, we will get to know what parts of you hold the fear, shame and rage of trauma. Gently we will begin to acknowledge, express and love what has been lost. Using safe and effective trauma therapies, I’ll help you find creative ways of healing from the past. This will allow you to restore trust in your Self and harmonize your internal system.

EMBRACE

Transitioning from surviving to thriving requires the development of personal clarity around what we want from life. I will help you develop your personal philosophy and values, so that you can create a life that is authentically yours. I will guide you in integrating lost parts so that you can step into your fullest, most expansive Self and embrace your magic!

This is for you if…

  • You’re open to discovering and strengthening your inner wisdom and ability to heal yourself

  • You have a sense that trauma from your past/present is needing to be healed and you’re ready to begin exploring it

  • You’ve tried other therapists/therapies and felt like they didn’t get to the root of the issue

  • You’re interested in trying a more somatic, holistic and integrative approach to therapy

  • You feel disconnected from your purpose and yearn for more authentic self expression

  • You yourself are a therapist/healer and you’re in search of someone to help you hold space for you to do your own inner work

  • You’re ready to invest your time and financial resources to this endeavor and want to meet weekly/biweekly for at least the first 2-3 months.

This isn’t for you if…

  • You want a quick fix for a current issue but aren’t open to exploring the past or changing behaviors

  • You’re being pressured to get help by someone else but you aren’t personally invested or ready to do the work (yes, therapy can be playful and deeply rewarding but it is work)

  • You are struggling with persistent suicidal symptoms that are severe enough to warrant a higher level of care (I can help you determine this during a free phone consult)

  • You don’t live in the state of California.

  • You don’t want to do a hybrid or in-person & telehealth sessions and are only interested in meeting with someone in-person (I get it, virtual isn’t for everyone)

  • You don’t have the time or financial resources available to you to be able to meet weekly/biweekly for at least the first 2-3 months.

Questions

  • No, when we work with adverse events in childhood or with complex trauma, most folks do not have a clear, detailed or complete memory of a traumatic experience (explicit memory). It is normal for trauma memories to be fragmented or stored in the form of body sensations as is the case with preverbal trauma (implicit memory).

    Implicit memory is entirely body-based; it is not cognitive, and as such has little story to tell. It is for this reason that I employ integrative, body-focused approaches in trauma therapy.

  • SINGLE EVENT TRAUMA can usually be successfully treated with, on average, eight therapy sessions, according to Bessel Van der Kolk, MD, given the client had a regulated nervous system before the event and has supportive community surrounding them.

    COMPLEX/DEVELOPMENTAL TRAUMA, on the other hand, is complex indeed, and can take months to years to fully heal from. That said, even those with complex trauma histories can begin to experience improvements right away.

  • I strive to practice intersectionality, inclusivity, and humility. I know I have blindspots but I am not fragile. I welcome conversations, concerns, and feedback about your experiences with power and privilege within the therapeutic relationship and I promise to always take full responsibility if harm is caused.

    I am committed to the life-long work of unlearning and unpacking the effects of systemic oppression, white supremacy, colonization, imperialism, etc. I am deeply grateful for all the diverse clients I have had the privilege to work with over the years, and all the ways they have helped me grow as a therapist.

  • I offer both in-person and virtual sessions for California residents only. I use a secure HIPAA platform (Simple Practice) to conduct these video sessions which you can access on your computer, tablet, or phone.

    You can join your session from a computer, tablet or phone. A computer is ideal because of the screen size but is not necessary. You need a strong internet connection or wireless service to ensure a solid connection throughout the session.

    You also need to be in a private space where you feel safe and comfortable. I have had clients join sessions from their (parked) car if they cannot ensure adequate privacy inside their home.

  • Step one: You reach out and request a consultation (free discovery call) where we will get to know one another and collaboratively decide if we would make a good therapeutic team.

    Step two: I’ll invite you to my private practice client portal and digital intake documents. Once your insurance has been verified and you’ve completed the intake documents we will schedule a time to meet (in person or remotely via telehealth).

    Scheduling is dependent on client needs/goals and motivation to change.

    My practice management system sends out a text or email reminder for all appointments 24-72 hrs. in advance. Integrated Trauma Therapy sessions are typically 60 min. However, I also offer 30 min, 45 min and 90 min sessions.

  • A professional boundary can be described as a frame around the therapeutic relationship that creates safety for the client. Therapists are obligated to establish and maintain clear boundaries in their work in order to avoid misunderstanding the nature of the therapeutic relationship.

    Psychotherapy involves a considerable amount of emotional intimacy, which can cause the professional relationship to feel similar to a friendship. A fundamental difference is that friendship intimacy is reciprocal in nature, whereas in a therapeutic relationship, the focus is always on the client.

  • Under CA law, communications between clients and a licensed psychotherapist are privileged and confidential and may not be disclosed without the specific authorization of the client except under specific, limited circumstances. All session information and topics are held in strict confidence, with the exception of the following circumstances: child abuse, elder abuse, and potential grave harm to yourself or someone else.

  • Once a given time is allocated for a session, another client cannot easily fill this time slot on short notice. If you need to cancel/change an appointment, please do so within 24 hours of your scheduled time. Otherwise you will be charged. Please note that payment for missed appointments is not reimbursed by your insurance provider. Repeat cancellations, even with notice, will be discussed, and might signal the need to end therapy.

  • All details regarding fees and payments can be found on the Investment Page.

    Payment can be processed via cash, credit card or Ivy Pay. All payments are required at the time of service.

connect + inquire

I’d love to hear from you! The first step is to request a free discovery call.